Sunday, August 9, 2009

School starts tuesday.

Ehh I've been playing too much Halo. It's fun though. I met some of Phillip's friends, and as weird as they are...They're nice if they like you.

But still pretty rude/insulting.

It's OK though--I just take it as a joke.

It's just like...

One of em: "Wow, XBOX [that's me], you're really sucking at driving."
Me: ":c I'm a woman driver."
A diff one: "Ahh, she even admits it!"
*the party bursts into lauughter while I'm struggling to drive the warthod*

They're not just mean to me, though.
They'll make comments like "Awww, why did you kill her?! Now we're back to a sausage fest"
Orr they'll insult people they dun know. xD There was this 12 year old that sounded like a chick, so they kept calling him a she to annoy him. Plus...Yeah.

Hey, it's fun.
Hey, I suck at it.
Hey, I'm perfectly fine with it.

....

I can't wait to possibly meet them in high school escpecially a certain two. o_o;

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I might be getting a laptop.
Summer is nearing end.
Convention tomorrow.

Oh, and I hate LN. All it's been doing is going downhill. Good job, guys. =_=

Friday, May 22, 2009

PFFFFT
School's over.

<3

Monday, May 11, 2009

Reformatting Madilene.

The years of collecting
Saving
The years of hoarding
Keeping
All these files
All these files..
Down the drain

Up, up, and gone!
Has expressed my computer
Up, up, and deleted!
Has happened to my files

For today my computer has decided
That it did not want to move
I yearn for my Madilene
I yearn for my dear computer
Because she decided staying frozen was better
And now no more saving--hoarding--collecting those files

They've all gone
Never to return
Again


---


DSorry in the blues. My comp [Madilene] has to be reformatted -prolly-.
It's a shame, but it's mostly my fault.

And I was like "I should be an emo and write some poetry"
SO I DID JUST FOR YOU.



At LN I got two breedings. Mocha and Madilene. Krushe and Kratos.
OTL I'm greedy now, it's official. u.u

Sunday, May 10, 2009

So I decided I'd try to start ranting in here again.

Honestly, it makes me feel better.

And I've been bottling up so much stress lately..

Urgh.

So yeah.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

It's been more than a month! D=
Fail.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Testing next week~

*listening to the Black Parade* o 3o;;;

Been good. Very good.

Darien and Cody started going out. It's interesting...Cody is a nice guy despite his big head. 8D;; He's cool though. Darien is so awesome.

I can't wait til next week. We're testing. 8D Which means we get to do NOTHING for about a week and a half. >D WOO HOO~! I love testing!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

oops

THAT WAS FAIL. I was suppose to click Submit when I was posting something on Gaia...NOT ON BLOGGER >_>

Anyway~

My band had district festival. One of the directors was being dramatic about our results. I'll sum it up in one sentence.

"We thought ya'll did amazing, we thought ya'll did your best, and that's just our opinion, but it's okay... WE GOT ALL ONES!"

[One = best]

So practially everyone started acting like we won state. They were like "ajhsjhgjkdhjkYAHOOOOO"
And I was like "wuteva I've done state before, you ain't see nothin' yet."

I've been going to a lot of new threads lately. SCaD [It's Snowing Cats and Dogs!], dust Gliders for the Persona event, Welcome to Ms. Ani's...Maybe one more. o 3o

So my gold is going fast.. DX I'mma have to hide it on my mule now. OTL
Haven't said anything in a looong time~

I kinda left LN. I post there ocassionally, but whatever. I feel happier now that I don't reg there. 8D
I love EE somuch. I'm glad I decided to go back to crazy regular there thatisspontaneousandacolorist[thatstillseemstoowework.]

Teeheeee~

Sunday, March 15, 2009

In THE PAPER? woaaaah

I WAS IN THE PAPER FOR QUIZBOWL. XD


"A team from -insert school name- correctly answered dozens of questions about history, grammar, science, math and the arts to win the 2008-09 Junior Quiz Bowl Tournament on Saturday.

Members of the winning team are students -insert names here-.

"We're ecstatic. This was totally unexpected," said the team's sponsor, Eileen Rhoades.

Rhoades said Saturday marked only the second time the team has played as a whole, because the regular matches are often on Thursday evenings. That presented a scheduling conflict for quiz bowl team members who also participate in sports, Rhoades said.

"I'm just so proud of them," she said with a grin.

In the final round of the tournament, the Edgar Martin team pulled ahead of a team from Fatima by answering toss-up questions, in which a member of either team can buzz in to answer. If a team member gets the answer right, that team is asked four bonus questions worth a total of 20 points.

In addition, the tournament includes lightning rounds, in which each team is given definitions and must supply the correct word, with all of the words beginning with the same letter.

Fatima tied the score after two complete rounds, but stumbled in the final lightning round, allowing Edgar Martin to take the lead for good.

The event is the longest-running community program for the Junior League of Lafayette, said League member Stephenie Geiger, chairwoman for the Junior Quiz Bowl committee.

"It's all about the kids," she said. "This is a great way to give back to the community. The teams are always good, and we always see good sportsmanship among the teams." "

Taken from the Daily Advertiser. <3
And on top of that, my team gets a free jean day. >D Which NEVER happens.

And there's a photo gallery... XD I look SO silly in the pictures! I laughed. <3
So it was fun/worth it. 8D Woo hoo! Now to finish science homework so I don't get maimed! XD

It's funny. In the whole quizbowl thing, my school and our 'rivals', PB [the gifted school.. x__x] are the only public schools.. All the other [8? 10? maybe more?] schools are private. xD <3

Saturday, March 14, 2009

omgomgomgomg

WOW. just wowwww.
Remember mentioning quizbowl last night?

I went to watch my friend's match at eight. She lost. So we hung out at Starbucks for thirty minutes before going for my match. We won. Pretty close. 8D; And then we KEPT winning. It was all "omgasdjkhjkgf bbq"

And so we got to the championship match and we won it by FIFTEEN POINTS 265 to 240. All thanks to the vocab round that we usually suck at. [that's very close to. Lightning round/vocab = 5 points per question...Regular qestions, 10 pts each, bonus round, 4 questions-5 points each for a total of 20 pts.]

Sooo then my team were all "8DDD" and we got trophies. VERY pertty <3
Adam considered me his right hand man. It was funny. xD I did bad at the indivisual questions, but when it came to group things, it was superfreakingeasy 8D I wasn't an alternate for once. Which made me worn out, but happy. I felt bad for Adam since he had to answer like ALL the questions.


I'm happy but tired, so I'm being irritable.

Might talk about it later, I'm just to...I dunno. Amazed? x'D wooowww.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Finished reading Ender's Shadow. It was sooo good though I was slightly dissapointed by the ending.

Ender's Game and Ender's Shadow... homg both soooo good ;___; I connected with Bean more I guess. It was so amazing. ;3; <3

Quizbowl omorrow. @3@

Thursday, March 12, 2009

xDDD POOR KEVIN

HOMG. xD My ELA class got a blog for this novel study. I was the first to comment to the prompt, providing a two paragraph comment when only a two sentence one was need. *OVER ACHEIVER* Ah well.

I've been happy but busy. x3;

Today in French, Kevin's pen exploded all over him. He had it all over his shorts and shirt. XD; I felt so bad. We're like, right next to eachother when it comes to lockers, so after French, we were heading towards it and everyone was laughing at him. XP Buut he's such a joker, he was laughing at himself too, though I bet he was upset. When we got to our lockers I told him that something similar to me happened last year, except the pen exploded in my backpck and practically stained EVERYTHIING at home. D;

Well, I gotta go. 8D I've ben having such fun at school in a weird way.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Life's be up and down

I haven't been going to LN as often and guess what? I'm soo much happier.
Been working on my EE journal, and I gotta say, it's coming out kick*ss! 8D

Life's been up and down. I realy hate science. For the last nine weeks, I think I'll just pass with a B. That'll be fine. I'll be okay. No one will care.

And fifteen day. Fifteen days.
Darnit..

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I'm sorry for being a jerk yesterday.. u____u That was uncalled for.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I'm tired....

...of this.

I'm tired of Micky only talking about her lovely RL friends that I'm not. I'm not good enough anymore. Not good enough to have a decent converstion with. All she ever does is show me the To: Mickayla M New:blkhgfjhjkhgjkf or To:Vincent or Christian or whoever. Whatever. I'm tired of it and when I make "..." or ".__. *sigh*" I wish she could have pieced it together. She didn't. I told her. She says she won't do it anymore, but who knows.

I'm starting to wonder if...Stormy and Micky aren't just taking me for granted. u_u I get them a SOQ ywt they seem to care little.

*sigh*

Been having weird dreams.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

AND THEN I WAS LIKE

*koolaid man voice* OH YEAH!

xD; I'm worn out. In science class, we're gonna do this project and be able to tell weather. I came uup with some clever names for my group.

Kold Frunt
Q Mulous
Rain E. Daiye
Win D Sturmm

8D

So that's cool.
I'm not excited about the work [I suck at science] but the overall project is cool.

--

I've been having strange dreams. I wonder if they have a meaning, or if they're just...Regular dreams.

Monday, March 2, 2009

Been busy..?

I'm reading Ender's Game. I'm about half done. c: Really good. <3

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Bleh.

Sorry Stormy...Overreacted. e_e;

So now it's March. Damn.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Hmm.

Two humorous events today [in my opinion]

Afterschool, walking down the sidewalk, these two guys were like

Guy 1 says to Guy 2: "Move it faggot!"
Guy 2 replies: "No u!"

Held back a snicker. That cracks me up so much. >w<;

Second thing, lesse... in French, my desk has "I LOVE AARON B." in it.
I don't even know an Aaron, but I gently wrote "me too" on it. XD I'll see how long it takes to get erased. C:

anyway so yeh. I had to run for ten minutes straight in PE. Tiring.
I'm going to bed. It's midngith and I usually stay up later, but not tonight. Too worn out.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

orz

I'm in a bad mood. ._.

School was pretty bad. Though there was one amusing part..

[During PE]
Us [people in my class] ran a lap then were split into four groups to play frisbee. 1 and 2 versed each other and 3 and 4. We were on the football field so we could see 1 and 2 playing.
We were serious for one round where my team won.

And then the other team was like "Coach said we could take two steps before passing right?" So he takes two steps and hands it to the next person. After that it got dull so I was watching the other group verse each other.

John and Luke [they bother were once my friend in elementary school. Gosh, I miss those days. DX] were like, tackling each other and were like "MOOO" So Sam [he was on my team] starts clapping and going "Cow! Cow!" and Luke was like ;D "MOOO"

After a minute of that, he turns to me and said, "Little do they know cows are girls."

I burst out laughing.

So the rest of PE was good, then I went to French, found out we had a test, and survived English.

I'm dreading March and May. =_=

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

School tomorrow.. DX Urgh. Well, atleast it's just Friday and Thursday then the weekend.

I can't wait til this yearhas been over.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

lol wut

Stormy is stalking my blog. oAo
-scared-

Monday, February 23, 2009

Some times I wanna take a deep breath and shout

I'M TIRED OF KEEPING SECRETS.

Life seems like a lie sometimes.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

hurr

YAY FOR ROACHES DISSAPEARING. 8DDDD

Life's been busy but pretty good. In twenty nine days, it'll be a year since my grandpa died. It's always hurt since he and grandma passed away, but one day I'll finally get over it. I'll have to bother my mom A LOT for her to bring me to his grave...

...Lucky Noodle has been getting on my nerves. I think I really need a fish or SOME kind of pet to make me feel better so I can rant to. It's nice to have something that's all ears--and doesn't have to reply--but will make you feel better.

My usdia at Soq had two baskets. Stormy and Micky are co-owning and Fallen is owning the other. I'm kind of dissapointed since it's my first breeding, but hey, I'll be okay. It's just a lousy basket. = 3= Right? There's more chances. With my lucky, Shikoba might be a dad soon.

I've been thinking about quitting some colorist jobs again. I pretty much only focus on EE and Cafe and soon Mercredi. Though I do like to color at Anthros. Though I don't particularly like Dji, the owner. = 3= Whatever.

I might continue on later. Can't concentrate now. >3>

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Ramble ramble ramble

....

I'm tired of school. All they ever say is

"I'm preparing you for *inserts next grade*"

Well, in reality, if they're preparing you for the nexct grade, they aren't preparing you at all, are they? They just give you expectations for that grade, and when you suceed, in the next grade, you're given high expectations.

And so I'm tired of the hardest teacher in the whole school saying "Im preparing you for high school" because she's so ridiculously hard you'd think I was taking a junior-senior class.

***

Still sick.

And now paranoid of roaches. Every day, I see one in my room. It's been four days now.

***

Good luck at the class, Grace!!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I have the flu! DDDD8
Today is my dad's birthday though!!

And and and I got a Soq breeding slot *_* SECOND ATTEMPT.
I feel bad for those who've tried soooo hard for months. D; Buuut I'm too happy. >3>

Micky and Chrisitan sims married. XD And Micky is preggorz. xDD

I'm kinda mad all of a sudden, so since I have nothing to say I'll conclude this... o 3o

Saturday, February 14, 2009

WOW-WEE-WEE-WAH!

STORMY
AND
I
TALKED
ON
YIM
[LITERALLY TALKD]
FOR
A
WHOPPING
THREE
HOURS
AND
TEN
MINUTES.

Rambles~

Happy Valentine's Day! ^_^

I found out why they were crashing... Aeris, when she was over, she was pregnant... well I played her and she had her baby, so the game was having troubles with the whole "She's not pregnant yet she is ERROR what should we do?!" sort of thing. XD;; Soo I fixed it. x3

Stormy and I talked over YIM toda. 8O And played brawl together. 83 I adoooore her voice. xD <3
And she said she liked mine [mah singing and regular one] 8O It was really fun. I found out she has a bird! O8

Our conversation ranged from music to manga to anime... xD And of course, to RPing and eevees and stuff. <3 I was singing some random songs and she even knew a few! OOOO8

I made Kuu angry at me and I feel bad for that. @3@;; He gave me strike one as being a colorist at Mercredi and I guess that's okay... I'll need to do my work more I guess. u____u;; My friends were pitying me, but it WAS my fault....Eh.. @_@

I did breedings and some other stuff at EE today. ^___^ EE really put me in a good mood. <333 I really adore the shop and want it more active you know?

I think that's it. O8; I got some candy for Vday, you know. <333

Friday, February 13, 2009

omggggggggggg

I'll prolly have to move Phillip/DJ/Christian.... Their family crashed teo times in a row when I tried to load them. DDDD:

hmmm

Sims has gotten to be biiiiig. Families...Let's see....

Quing/Dark/Kang
Frey
Twitch/Isa/Luu
Russian Bear/Micky/Lue
Luxy/Remington
Lulu/Yuna
Rikku/Auron
Tifa
Cloud/Aeris/Zack
Leon/Roxas/Sephiroth/weird adopted kid
DJ/Phillip/Christian
Deej/Stormy

I'm sure there's more but I can't think of them... >3>

~~

Real life has been goood. <3 I went to a party today.. o 3o It was soooo fun!
My friend asked me if I wanted to go to the movies but I declined. I've never been a movie person...

Oh, my friend gave me chocolate this morning! During French, I ate it the whole time and was never caught. >3
And then we were coloring in French. So I have only one color pencil. Brown. So I color a cupid thing and point at it to this girl next to me and say "Il est noir." aka, he is black. She started to burst out laughing.
And then we also had to make this Vday card, so I drew a heart and tehn scribbled all over it. I was soooo proud. 8D Though I dun think Madame liked it...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

WOAH

so I was looking at my markers..these sorta "paint" markers from prismacolor

"May cause cancer"

holy shi-- I think I'm gonna get cancer from some stupid shiney markers



EDIT: WOW I was looking at mah entries from '08. WOW I'M SUCH AN EMO
*goes to cut me* loljk

Bored

I saw Phil today. My heart fluttered. Dx;;

Today was pretty good and fun--though I don't remember the AWESOME details. D;

I've been reading a book... The Will of the Emperess by Tamora Pierce. Kinda dull...

Monday, February 9, 2009

Yoko: YOU'RE SWO LAME
Yoko: IF YOU WERE A POKEMON MOVE
Yoko: YOU'D BE A SPLASH ATTACK
me: *(flops on the ground* MAGIKARP MAGIKARP MAGIKARP


I love my sister


Nothings been happening... Just day-to-day thing.
*rubs eyes* Phillip has been going to fencing again ^_^
It makes me excited, seeing him again!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

tee hee

SO A LOT HAS HAPPENED IN THE SIMS.
Too much to say thoughh.

Staying up late since I can oversleep. <3 Job shadowing my mom tomorrow!

Nothing really to say.....

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Sims

OH and about the Sims [this is mostly for Micky]

My neighborhood is called "Kristaville" [corny I know.]

Residents... Cloud, Aeris, Tifa, Sephiroth [FF7], Leon [FF8], Roxas [KH2] aaand I think two more cosplays?
Reg people: Russian Bear, Stormy, Micky, Deej, DJ, Christian, and Phillip
Defaults that moved in: Lucy [maid ladeh] and some kid

Cloud and Aeris live together and are married. Aeris is preggy. o:
Tifa lives alone. She is in love with Leon, Aeris, and Cloud [I'M SORRY DX] Possibly preggy with Leon
Leon and Sephiroth are married.. "Adopted" Roxas and some kid [Sephiroth is hitting on some default from his work. *rolls eyes* I guess I'll have to split Leon and Sephiroth later and Leon will marry Tifa..]
Deej, Stormy, Micky, Russian Bear, and Lucy; Deej and Phillip are going steady, Stormy is going steady with a default [I forget who] and Micky is going steaady with Christian. Deej, Stormy, and Micky are [straight] A students aaaaand Russian Bear married a maid lady. When Russian Bear is at work, maid lady flirts with new maid man. D:< Lucy and Russian Bear have tried like, 4 times for a baby and is not very sucessful.
Phillip, Christian, DJ: DJ is the mom. XD Wtf. I couldn't decided a name so I was like "DJ IT IS." Phillip goin steady with DJ and Christian with Micky. c: I'll prolly get the two maid people married and have Russian Bear marry DJ since I'm lazeh

Plans :: Make more sims plu houses.
xD;

WUT WUT?

I've been addicted to the Sims.

Dad is coming home tomorrow! ^_^ Or rather tonight. <3

Life's been slow. School is kinda busy...

Oh! Today at school, I was heading to my french class, and on the way there, Mr. Mire, one out of the only six[?] [majority are coaches/teach woodwork/etc.. Mr Mire teaches sign languague and ESL students] goes into my French class. That's pretty normal since his class is next to my french class... Anyway, so I head inside, and he was standing to the side of the doorway where I couldn't see him. And when I entered, he went...

"UWARGRAGH!!!"

I like, screamed out, "OH MY GOD!" since he scared the heck out of me!

And then he says "That's French for boo!"

And I started laughing really hard. He was like "Glad to wake you up for French c:" and then he left momentarily.

When Madame De Prins [the French teacher] enters the classroom, he tells her what he did to me [in French of course. o:''] and Madame starts going "Oh, pauvre cherie! Oh blah blah!"

And I was still laughing.

I bet some students think I'm on drugs sometimes. >>;

I also played b-ball today! <3 I looove playing basketbal [when it's a fair match] and I have a nice team.
Though it was 5 on 5, it seemed more like 4 on 4 since these two girls just stood in the middle and anoyed us.
And I managed to make several shots for my team! Aaaaand get the ball/intercept. It was sooo fun!


I skipped fencing for the third week in a row..
I wonder if Phillip's been going. >.<;;;

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Thoughts..

I was relaxing, thinking of what to say in my blog....
I baked a cake last night. It's good.
That's all that happened life wise.

So let's see..
I guess I'll rant.

I've sat down pondering:
"Wow, I'm a big liar on the internet, aren't I?"
Like, I feel I basically am a new person on the internet.
Which prolly makes no sense, or makes me sound like everything I say is a lie....and that's not true.

I just feel like I'm someone else on the internet I guess.
I AM truthful...
I just sometimes feel I lie so much..I can't figure out what is the truth anymore.

I had more to say but I forgot.
Have you ever felt like that? [I'd love comments about it.. Dx;]

I guess when I think about it, I mostly lie about... I unno, I guess my true feelings.

urgh I'm weird.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Nothing here. Look away 83

A lot happened today, but it was nothing interesting..

Umm, I got a new sketchbook today. >3> I'll start sketching in it. Who knows! I might get good enough to sell art at the con I go to every year. My sis and I will have a table... 83;
I'm excited about it. I'll prolly be Skuld from Oh! My Goddess.

I also bought a gold and silver prismacolor marker. They are all shiny. O8 <3

Haha...

I might think of something better to say another time laterish?

Thursday, January 22, 2009

ONE MORE TIME BABEH

Sometimes I really want to ask out Phillip, but.. I'm not even in highschool.. That'd be........awkward. And what if he has a girlfriend and he's not telling me?
I hate guys sometimes. Like, his dad would hint to me all the time that either I liked him or he liked me. And it'd make me giggle but.... Dx *sigh*

I read Go Ask Alice. It was depressing, and when her grandparents passed away, I broke down into tears, because I was in the same position once. I've never been the one to cry...

....About Lucky Noodle.....
So, excluding people I don't like, I have one good AIM friend and my MSN buddies. That's all I need. And I'm glad. I adore them. They're like, distance cousins of mine. Or something. When I talk about some anime or something, atleast one of them knows what I'm talking about! I just hate when we talk about religion/politics though. =3=

I was on an RP high before. And when I wanted to plot with this person's et, I found uout they were taken... That RP was what kept up my high, and after that...I crashed. I thought I should do a little drabble just for fun, huh.

~~

Unfocused eyes flicked open; her vision, a distorted image visualized itself infront of her.

"What the...?"

The rubbed her green eyes, allowing the haziness formed from her mind to clear up. Eyes glared at the bright sun, emitting rays of light that only glared back. She swore under her breath, gathering herself up and sucking in air greedily as she thought about her situation.

Where the hell am I?

She shoved her bangs out of her eyes. The oily strands clumped together.

Oww. How log has she been here? Krushe brushed off the dirt from her clothing. Her hand moved itself wearily to her saber. Well, atleast it was still there. She tried to organize her thoughts. A thousand things were running in her mind; it felt suffocating. It felt like all the thoughts turned into slim arms and wrapped itself around her throat.

She gagged, moving a hand to her throat protectively.

Better start moving...

~~

Okay that was bad.
*sigh*

OKay I'll go now
I use to be so excited to write in here. D: I would be like "I CAN'T WAIT TIL TOMORROW TEE HEE"
stfu

WOAH

Sorry not to write for so long... ><;
My comp lost internet.
I'm on my dad's.

you know how much I hate the LN people, but the one I hate the most started talking with me. 'Cause she wants plots with my new noodle. :/ I dunno if I should be happy or not.

I might be getting my braces off soon... <333 I'm so happy! Though.. I'm frightened my teeth might look dirty.
I want a new toohbrush though. :C

Schools been okay.
Friends are kinda lame but ehh...


Oh, my neighbor died Martin Luther King Day. I went last night to view his body in the casket.. He lost so much weight... u_u Plus the keimo[sp?] therapy for his cancer made him lose his hair.

I'll never smoke.
I'm just....trying to organize my thoughts.

This feels like a diary soetimes. Silly, huh? I do pretty much only use this as a way to organize my thoughts though..
I think I'll make another entry. O3O;;

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Phillip.. DX

..I also kno this sounds..lame and annoying since I say it a lot...

But I want, no, NEED to see Phillip. JUst... SEEING him makes me skip a heart beat and feel happy....

I wish I was in highschool so I could start dating sometimes... >3>;;

Talking with him makes me feel better. I can just...GOOF OFF for once in real life. D:

Stress level has risen five levels!

Lifes been kinda busy.

My cat is dead.
And we're either adopting a stray, getting a house cat, getting a dog, or not getting a pet for a long time.

I love animals, so I want one. Little One...she was my baby. I loved her. I would hold her in my arms and cradle her like a baby....And she only let ME do that.

And now she's gone. Forever out of my life..

I feel color blind..I feel... I feel blind.

Oww, depressing.
Iunderstand why my mom isn't comfortable with a new pet. We were so attached to her...
This...this feels like last year, when grandma and grandpa died... Moving on..

I got my Soq, he's pretty.. I'm co-owning with a friend because when I mentioned it in MSN, he was like "Lucky! D:" and then I remember how I promised myself I'd co-own my next Soq with him..So yeah. n.n;

My mom went BALLISTIC on me when she saw I made a B on my report card. AN EFFING B.

"Mom, it's not a big deal."
"Yes it is! What am I suppose to say? Too bad? What did Adam make?"
"...Yes, that's all you have to say. And wehn did tis become a competition? Middle school grades don't even MATTER that much. A B won't keep me out of college!"
"Don't give me your attitude! Go to your room!"
"Fine, I think I will!"

So I went there. And started bawling and crying. Like a baby.
Oww, I handled that well. @___@; She was being...urgh.

I want a pet bad. A chinchilla, a fish... Just something to preoccupy my time off of...this. I don't want to deal with this!

My anxiety/stress level is building up. I hope I don't get shingles. I'm worrying about everything....I just want life to SLOW down for me. =3=

I have more to rant about....but later.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Ouch.

Micky's dating someone.

DJ says:
AND SO NOW YOU'RE DATING?
DJ says:
AND I'M SINGLE?
DJ says:
SO ALONE
DJ says:
OWW
DJ says:
THE PAIN OF LONELINESS
Mickayla says:
I'M GUESSING SO

Oh, the pain of loneliness. D;
*goes to cry*

Friday, January 9, 2009

owww

Micky and I got into a little spat, and now I feel bad.
It was over somthing stupid.

I always seem to amuse myself with how overly stubborn and stuck up I am.

Okay whatever, Maybe real life has been so....Dramatic for me. I've been trying to hide my emotions from the internet.



Anyway, sorry Micky. I'm just being a b*tch just like all the popular authors out there in the world. That includes authors to books I like. =____=

*goes away before I say anything stupid*

Rambling.

I've been busy with honor band. o 3o; My stand partner, Ashley, is really nice... She's also from the gifted school.. xD That I could prolly go to if I wanted to try and see if I was in the gifted program.

HB [Honor Band] is sooo nice...But hard. DX I feel bad since I'm Chair 12, and Hannah, the 13th chair is SO much better than me... I guess I did better with sight reading and prepared pieces? Or was it just because the judge liked me? DX Urrrrgh!

Adam has a guitar.. I went to his house today and strummed some random notes on it... AND NOW I WANT ONE! My fingers hurt a little though. You know what? I'm starting to have *fun* with Adam like it use to be in the older days when there was no such thing as dating.. I loved those days...They were also the days when I liked him. I'm scared I'm gonna fall in love with him again. =3= *sigh*

I also saw Phillip at fencing! Longer hair... DDDX NOOOO! I really like Phillip, I just hate his hair...Long. He got this aweosme jacket for Christmas though! XDDD He can zip it up ALL the way, like..Literally. The whole hood. He looked like a mummy! xD I barely talked to him on Tuesday, though I did some drills with him...Glove kicks, conditional posts... The usual stuff. I really wish school was over so he'd go to the club more. I miss talking and fooling around with him and Rex..We use to play ping pong instead of fencing. XDD Buuuut stupid Rex got a girlfriend! D<>

OH, I've been so addicted to getting more b/c pets lately. I REALLY want another noodle or Mush!... And I want my Soq I one on New Years! D<

I'll have to tell ya'll the irony about the Soq later. ;D

Monday, January 5, 2009

school sux.

Owww.

School started.

My science teacher is mean as always but I'll try not to complain.

I'm just so...tired.

In P.E. we ran. 4 minutes, 3 minute break, 3 minutes, 2 minute break, 2 minutes, 1 minute break, then 1 minute.

I hate those lazy anime weeaboos then tend to walk then make us run longer.
Heck I may not be fast, but atleast I'm running!

I'm thinking of taking a hiatus from several shops.. EE, Cafe, and Mercredi are definately on my list of 'still working.'
I'll so Micky's anthro then only allow one anthro slot at a time. Not that anyone ever buys any.. XD Usually just Micky. <3
Time Mages...Wasn't active in the irst place. >>;
I'll prolly take a mini hiatus from from Cafe when I think about it....Maybe even EE. D: I have to make pokemon edited pets for Mercredi!

I really like Gaia and all, but it consumes too much time. u______u I really need to start studying.. I want to make my mom proud and get all A's, but my attention says
"Who cares?"


....Anyway yeah, I'll start getting on Gaia less I guess. Or try.
Maybe I'll just get on YIM during the weekdays, or school days, then on holidays/weekends get on MSN and YIM..

Owww.




OHH! Lindsey got a cellhpone! O: We can text if we want to now. >D Yaaay~

Sunday, January 4, 2009

MICKY~

Finished Dawn's art.

Get on MSN asap.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Friday, January 2, 2009

First entry of the year!

First entry for January. *_*;

I got a Soq yesterday~! I'm excited! <33
I also got a second noodle. I got one for Stromy and Micky will be getting one soon. o 3o
We'll RP them with each other. ;D If Micky's is a girl, Olivier might have a harem. :D

Christmas break is almost over too. ;3;