ONE MORE TIME BABEH

Sometimes I really want to ask out Phillip, but.. I'm not even in highschool.. That'd be........awkward. And what if he has a girlfriend and he's not telling me?
I hate guys sometimes. Like, his dad would hint to me all the time that either I liked him or he liked me. And it'd make me giggle but.... Dx *sigh*

I read Go Ask Alice. It was depressing, and when her grandparents passed away, I broke down into tears, because I was in the same position once. I've never been the one to cry...

....About Lucky Noodle.....
So, excluding people I don't like, I have one good AIM friend and my MSN buddies. That's all I need. And I'm glad. I adore them. They're like, distance cousins of mine. Or something. When I talk about some anime or something, atleast one of them knows what I'm talking about! I just hate when we talk about religion/politics though. =3=

I was on an RP high before. And when I wanted to plot with this person's et, I found uout they were taken... That RP was what kept up my high, and after that...I crashed. I thought I should do a little drabble just for fun, huh.

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Unfocused eyes flicked open; her vision, a distorted image visualized itself infront of her.

"What the...?"

The rubbed her green eyes, allowing the haziness formed from her mind to clear up. Eyes glared at the bright sun, emitting rays of light that only glared back. She swore under her breath, gathering herself up and sucking in air greedily as she thought about her situation.

Where the hell am I?

She shoved her bangs out of her eyes. The oily strands clumped together.

Oww. How log has she been here? Krushe brushed off the dirt from her clothing. Her hand moved itself wearily to her saber. Well, atleast it was still there. She tried to organize her thoughts. A thousand things were running in her mind; it felt suffocating. It felt like all the thoughts turned into slim arms and wrapped itself around her throat.

She gagged, moving a hand to her throat protectively.

Better start moving...

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Okay that was bad.
*sigh*

OKay I'll go now
I use to be so excited to write in here. D: I would be like "I CAN'T WAIT TIL TOMORROW TEE HEE"
stfu

WOAH

Sorry not to write for so long... ><;
My comp lost internet.
I'm on my dad's.

you know how much I hate the LN people, but the one I hate the most started talking with me. 'Cause she wants plots with my new noodle. :/ I dunno if I should be happy or not.

I might be getting my braces off soon... <333 I'm so happy! Though.. I'm frightened my teeth might look dirty.
I want a new toohbrush though. :C

Schools been okay.
Friends are kinda lame but ehh...


Oh, my neighbor died Martin Luther King Day. I went last night to view his body in the casket.. He lost so much weight... u_u Plus the keimo[sp?] therapy for his cancer made him lose his hair.

I'll never smoke.
I'm just....trying to organize my thoughts.

This feels like a diary soetimes. Silly, huh? I do pretty much only use this as a way to organize my thoughts though..
I think I'll make another entry. O3O;;

Rambling.

I've been busy with honor band. o 3o; My stand partner, Ashley, is really nice... She's also from the gifted school.. xD That I could prolly go to if I wanted to try and see if I was in the gifted program.

HB [Honor Band] is sooo nice...But hard. DX I feel bad since I'm Chair 12, and Hannah, the 13th chair is SO much better than me... I guess I did better with sight reading and prepared pieces? Or was it just because the judge liked me? DX Urrrrgh!

Adam has a guitar.. I went to his house today and strummed some random notes on it... AND NOW I WANT ONE! My fingers hurt a little though. You know what? I'm starting to have *fun* with Adam like it use to be in the older days when there was no such thing as dating.. I loved those days...They were also the days when I liked him. I'm scared I'm gonna fall in love with him again. =3= *sigh*

I also saw Phillip at fencing! Longer hair... DDDX NOOOO! I really like Phillip, I just hate his hair...Long. He got this aweosme jacket for Christmas though! XDDD He can zip it up ALL the way, like..Literally. The whole hood. He looked like a mummy! xD I barely talked to him on Tuesday, though I did some drills with him...Glove kicks, conditional posts... The usual stuff. I really wish school was over so he'd go to the club more. I miss talking and fooling around with him and Rex..We use to play ping pong instead of fencing. XDD Buuuut stupid Rex got a girlfriend! D<>

OH, I've been so addicted to getting more b/c pets lately. I REALLY want another noodle or Mush!... And I want my Soq I one on New Years! D<

I'll have to tell ya'll the irony about the Soq later. ;D

Twilight....

SUCKED.

Thew timeline was messed up

Mike: *asks Bella out a month before the prom*
lots of stuff happen
Edward: I'VE BEEN WATCHING YOU SLEEP FOR THREE MONTHS
Prom: *happens after stuff*

It was...bad.
REALLY REALLY BAD.

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Ermm, I finally got people to talk with me. Plus I got Quing a mate! >D
THE KEY WAS TO GET ON SOME TOPIC SOMEONE LIKES [I said I was play Harvest Moon and someone asked which] THEN ASK FOR PLOTS/ARPEE. I'm a genius.
Plus say hi and how are you and stuff when people enter. ;D
Anyway, poor Dark, no more sex for him.
Ha...ha. x-x

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Just came back from a walk. 8D I LOVE going on walks! I just hatre the humidity+cold makes you like..sweaty. D:

Tired.

I'm tired of being ignored at Lucky Noodle thread.
I want Stormy to get one so we can RP/talk. *sigh*

Like, I wish they understood that they're like, "Oh we love new people!"
But in truth, they only ignore them.
It's discouraging.
And I'm tired of it. I just...Want to make friends.[/rant]

I'm such a baby.
Is that all I ever say.

Nevermind, just ignore me.