Stress level has risen five levels!

Lifes been kinda busy.

My cat is dead.
And we're either adopting a stray, getting a house cat, getting a dog, or not getting a pet for a long time.

I love animals, so I want one. Little One...she was my baby. I loved her. I would hold her in my arms and cradle her like a baby....And she only let ME do that.

And now she's gone. Forever out of my life..

I feel color blind..I feel... I feel blind.

Oww, depressing.
Iunderstand why my mom isn't comfortable with a new pet. We were so attached to her...
This...this feels like last year, when grandma and grandpa died... Moving on..

I got my Soq, he's pretty.. I'm co-owning with a friend because when I mentioned it in MSN, he was like "Lucky! D:" and then I remember how I promised myself I'd co-own my next Soq with him..So yeah. n.n;

My mom went BALLISTIC on me when she saw I made a B on my report card. AN EFFING B.

"Mom, it's not a big deal."
"Yes it is! What am I suppose to say? Too bad? What did Adam make?"
"...Yes, that's all you have to say. And wehn did tis become a competition? Middle school grades don't even MATTER that much. A B won't keep me out of college!"
"Don't give me your attitude! Go to your room!"
"Fine, I think I will!"

So I went there. And started bawling and crying. Like a baby.
Oww, I handled that well. @___@; She was being...urgh.

I want a pet bad. A chinchilla, a fish... Just something to preoccupy my time off of...this. I don't want to deal with this!

My anxiety/stress level is building up. I hope I don't get shingles. I'm worrying about everything....I just want life to SLOW down for me. =3=

I have more to rant about....but later.

Ouch.

Micky's dating someone.

DJ says:
AND SO NOW YOU'RE DATING?
DJ says:
AND I'M SINGLE?
DJ says:
SO ALONE
DJ says:
OWW
DJ says:
THE PAIN OF LONELINESS
Mickayla says:
I'M GUESSING SO

Oh, the pain of loneliness. D;
*goes to cry*

owww

Micky and I got into a little spat, and now I feel bad.
It was over somthing stupid.

I always seem to amuse myself with how overly stubborn and stuck up I am.

Okay whatever, Maybe real life has been so....Dramatic for me. I've been trying to hide my emotions from the internet.



Anyway, sorry Micky. I'm just being a b*tch just like all the popular authors out there in the world. That includes authors to books I like. =____=

*goes away before I say anything stupid*

Rambling.

I've been busy with honor band. o 3o; My stand partner, Ashley, is really nice... She's also from the gifted school.. xD That I could prolly go to if I wanted to try and see if I was in the gifted program.

HB [Honor Band] is sooo nice...But hard. DX I feel bad since I'm Chair 12, and Hannah, the 13th chair is SO much better than me... I guess I did better with sight reading and prepared pieces? Or was it just because the judge liked me? DX Urrrrgh!

Adam has a guitar.. I went to his house today and strummed some random notes on it... AND NOW I WANT ONE! My fingers hurt a little though. You know what? I'm starting to have *fun* with Adam like it use to be in the older days when there was no such thing as dating.. I loved those days...They were also the days when I liked him. I'm scared I'm gonna fall in love with him again. =3= *sigh*

I also saw Phillip at fencing! Longer hair... DDDX NOOOO! I really like Phillip, I just hate his hair...Long. He got this aweosme jacket for Christmas though! XDDD He can zip it up ALL the way, like..Literally. The whole hood. He looked like a mummy! xD I barely talked to him on Tuesday, though I did some drills with him...Glove kicks, conditional posts... The usual stuff. I really wish school was over so he'd go to the club more. I miss talking and fooling around with him and Rex..We use to play ping pong instead of fencing. XDD Buuuut stupid Rex got a girlfriend! D<>

OH, I've been so addicted to getting more b/c pets lately. I REALLY want another noodle or Mush!... And I want my Soq I one on New Years! D<

I'll have to tell ya'll the irony about the Soq later. ;D

school sux.

Owww.

School started.

My science teacher is mean as always but I'll try not to complain.

I'm just so...tired.

In P.E. we ran. 4 minutes, 3 minute break, 3 minutes, 2 minute break, 2 minutes, 1 minute break, then 1 minute.

I hate those lazy anime weeaboos then tend to walk then make us run longer.
Heck I may not be fast, but atleast I'm running!

I'm thinking of taking a hiatus from several shops.. EE, Cafe, and Mercredi are definately on my list of 'still working.'
I'll so Micky's anthro then only allow one anthro slot at a time. Not that anyone ever buys any.. XD Usually just Micky. <3
Time Mages...Wasn't active in the irst place. >>;
I'll prolly take a mini hiatus from from Cafe when I think about it....Maybe even EE. D: I have to make pokemon edited pets for Mercredi!

I really like Gaia and all, but it consumes too much time. u______u I really need to start studying.. I want to make my mom proud and get all A's, but my attention says
"Who cares?"


....Anyway yeah, I'll start getting on Gaia less I guess. Or try.
Maybe I'll just get on YIM during the weekdays, or school days, then on holidays/weekends get on MSN and YIM..

Owww.




OHH! Lindsey got a cellhpone! O: We can text if we want to now. >D Yaaay~

MICKY~

Finished Dawn's art.

Get on MSN asap.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

First entry of the year!

First entry for January. *_*;

I got a Soq yesterday~! I'm excited! <33
I also got a second noodle. I got one for Stromy and Micky will be getting one soon. o 3o
We'll RP them with each other. ;D If Micky's is a girl, Olivier might have a harem. :D

Christmas break is almost over too. ;3;