Some retarded post.

I wish it was still like the younger days.

When you could be friends with a boy and not think you were dating him. It's really upsetting...
I hate how all girls and guys seem to think at my age is "Oh my god, he/she is so hot/sexy!"
I'm not so pretty as the others on the exterior, which doesn't realy bother me..I'm looking for a guy to be impressed by my true self, no matter how hyperactive and crazy I can get. But I doubt they understand that.

And it makes me depressed thinking about that. I've had guys like me before because I was like that, but they were never my type, plus we were too young. >_>;;

Ugh, I'm just ranting. I'm such a freak. I just hate how I feel so isolated in real life.

I honeslty like..What, two guys? And I discovered one of them is dating someone and my best friend..I haven't seen him in two months. And it kills me how his dad would tease me.. Either hinting I liked him or he liked me..I'd never know.

And why do I have to be taller than all the guys I like?
Urgh, I still have a long time to go--I shouldn't even be worried about that.

I dunno.


I guess I just wanted to post aout something.
I should make a goal to post every [other?] day. Haha.
I could prolly dump in some useless art I do when I have nothing to say..


Why is love so retarded? I'm too...mentally above? Mature? For my age. I wish I was born a few years quicker sometimes. >.<;;;